Don't get married before your father get healthy

Hello guys have good day.
What is in your mind?
This is the hallway of the room in my house. Look like haunted house heheehe. I lived alone in this house while my father was being quarantined in a mental hospital. In this fasting of ramadan I have to break the fast alone. My mother and father have been divorced for a long time. every day I take the dinner menu to break the fast to my mother's house.

I will not get married before the mental disorders suffered by my father haven't healed or died. I was afraid of putting my love first to my wife and having trouble taking care of my father.