A Ripple in My Heart

"To be alone in this world
Without you by my side
I wish I will never feel

But life is as it is
The only question that remains
Who will be first - I or you?"

It is a sad day for me. Nope this is not a start of a diary
I just want to share the sorrow that I feel (sorry if I dragged you into this)
I wast told by a colleague that the mom of my favourite boss passed away.

Yes. A total stranger passed away. And I feel sorrowful. My heart even hurts.

Am I really this emphatic?

I found myself wondering. And afraid.

This kind of pebble would really send ripples to his kind of pond. Do I look forward to a ruthless term at work. Or it would still remain as if the ripples only happened on the surface...never made the bottom muddled at the least.

May your soul rest in peace Madam. Please continue to guide and watch over your son.